Pills Pills Pills

I’ve been awake for 3 hours and my head continues to pound.

75mg Zoloft

Final sugar pill of my birth control

15mg Buspar

1 Xanax 30 minutes later

20 minutes ago,

4 Cherry Flavored chewable aspirin.

10 minutes ago,

Two 200mg Ibuprofen.

I forgot the bottle of ibuprofen had been moved, I wouldn’t have even thought about the aspirin, if I could have found the ibuprofen earlier.

1/2 Xanax, when I started this post.

My head continues to pound

My leg continues to shake with anxiety in mind.

Panic in my heart.

It’s the writing that calms me, though.

I fucking HATE taking pills.

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  1. That’s one hell of a cocktail my friend. I got a feeling all these pills is an American thing meaning they think all problems are solved with a pill. Sister I hope you are alright!

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    1. Thank you. It was just a super rough day, luckily, they are fewer than they were a month ago. I’ve had a stigma with my meds this past year, aggravating to say the least, but there is a definite chemical imbalance that I can’t get through with mindfulness, just yet.


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