It is just about time to go visit my pill pusher again. I’m not looking forward to this visit–we spoke about ketamine injections last time, on his suggestion and it has me a tiny bit anxious.
Ketamine injections are now approved for treating depression with suicidal thoughts, as well as collaborative depression/anxiety disorders.
I don’t have suicidal thoughts
But I think about suicide.
I don’t wanna feel like this anymore
But let’s give the Zoloft some time.
I go back on the 5th, and not only do I have to explain the rapid refill of my Xanax–but also the days I missed my meds altogether….
While I watched my mother die in hospice.
It’s also a fucking video appointment! Wtf is that? As if I weren’t already insecure enough in person–I don’t even FaceTime!
🎼Your dad’s best friend, your dad’s best friend. We’re doing ketamine up in the Netherlands. He never had.”🎼
Re-blog in following link for more information on this treatment.
Ketamine For Depression