Instigating Attacks

Three days in a row

Poor choices, across the board

Endearing inductions,

Reminiscent of times before—

But less active in passing.

Not passive, and the activity is astounding.

Oddly satisfying, but not

Increasingly confounding,

More positive than not

But the pulses through my body

Are legitimate—

That old anxiety,

Throwing quakes and shakes

In the mix.

Again….

Unmedicated.