He’ll Look

Sadly…

There will be times—

Men look,

For nothing else but an affirmation.

That’s me.

I’m barely a nod at a beautiful catch.

They all,

Let me comprehend—

My inadequate-ness.

“Too lofty”

I know.

“Too presumptive“

… I know that too.

Thank God!

The others ripped out my heart,

Over the years—

What a cunt—

I always fall for.

“Where the fuck is my Juul?!?!?